You know when someone said something that hit you close at heart and just crushed your self esteem?
And the only reaction you can do is just laugh and brush it off like it doesn't even bother you?
Like those words didn't mean anything, didn't even leave any scars to yourself?
You pretend to joke about what they say, because you didn't know how to properly react to that particular word.
You pretend that it is fine for them to make fun of that thing, making more scars to your heart each and every time they decided to say it again and again to you.
And the only reaction you can do is just laugh and brush it off like it doesn't even bother you?
Like those words didn't mean anything, didn't even leave any scars to yourself?
You pretend to joke about what they say, because you didn't know how to properly react to that particular word.
You pretend that it is fine for them to make fun of that thing, making more scars to your heart each and every time they decided to say it again and again to you.
