when things dont go your way

So, tomorrow i will be taking the last paper for this semester:Peripheral Nervous System and Pharmacotherapeutics or we called it PNS for short.

Everybody is dreading this paper to be honest because its a bit tough. Ok i admit not a bit but overall its a very tough subject.
If someone does not understand it.
So, one of the method that i do in order to understand this subject is that i wrote down the lecture and what the lecturers talked about in the lecture instead of printing the notes like i usually did in previous semester.
Lol those notes are mostly for my own reading (i cant even read some of it because my handwriting is so hideous) and since i depend on it so much it pretty much sucks that i lose my notebook.

And now i am in a state of panic because how am i suppose to answer the question tomorrow when my precious notebook is gone? I cant understand on the printed notes alone because its different from the one that i do understand and wrote in the notebook.

But then i remembered, that everything happened for a reason.
Maybe this is the way He want to show me that i shouldnt depend my life on a notebook but i should instead depends on Him.
Maybe He took one of my lifeline to answer the paper tomorrow, only to give me another lifeline.
To make me realise that whenever things just dont go your own way, He will show a better way.

So yeah wish me luck for the last paper!

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#Azam2015

Whew, when was the last time i wrote here?
I remember when i started this blog because i want it to be like a medium for me to write,rant and babble, because i dont seem to do it enough in real life lol.

Its already 2015 and it sad to say that maybe all throughout 2014, there is so much thing i regretted that i didnt do.Or things that regretted i did.

People always said that having "azam tahun baru" is a useless thing because it just another year, you dont just change because its a new year. But i do believe by setting a few "azam" for ourself, we are setting like a guideline for us to follow in order to achieve atleast something in that year.

For #Azam2015, there is only one main thing that i really want to do, or to be more specific, something that i want to change in myself.
I want to stop judging people every single time.

I admit, honestly and frankly, i am such a judgemental people. I always cry out how i dont like judgemental people when i myself is one.Hypocrite huh?I admit to all accusation without any doubt.

You want to know how judgemental i am?
Whenever i saw any post in instagram the gear in my head will spin in it highest speed and there will be voices telling myself of how i should critisize everything that person posted up and then my mouth just went on and on about everything. Only after i have done it did i realised that i just judge a person only based on a single picture! How pathetic i am. :(

Hence, i think this change is a better way to become a better me and a better person towards the society.Do pray for me!

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