letters to wanderers pt.1

i. purple
i remember the first time i met you, we werent close. we are part of different clique i guess. then fate made us the best of friend. but sometimes i feel inadequate compared to you. the hardworking, lovable, smart, and very ambitious one. i tried to emulate some of your good qualities then i realise im too lazy haha. and i realise i can never be you, but i can always be with you. theres many ups and downs in our friendship, which most of the time me snapping at you without reason. i always feel bad after but im too awkward to apologize and i always think what did i even do to deserve such good friend as you.

ii. blue
we met in 2000. and i dont know why we became friend? it just happened. you are always the tomboy one, i was the sweet one (lol). people said we are best friend. i like to think that we are. i remember you being so upset with you pmr result because everyone has high expectation for you. it must be hard for you at that time. but then you redeem yourself.you redeem it hard. you went to another school and came out as one of the top scorers in spm. i was so proud. then you went oversea for your studies and i miss you alot. its became tradition for us to exchange birthday gift each year ( i haven gotten you one this year yet my bad). one of my fave gift from you was the wooden alphabets you gave that spelled my name (and spelled correctly too!).

iii. red
i never felt love. until i met you.then you got married. lol.

iv. silver
one day i wish i can meet you face to face and say how much you meant to me. you inspired me to go through the day and counting my blessing to even be living. your hardships, everything that you went through, i cant even imagine what i would do if i was you. but you make it through and you showed that world you are not gonna crumble. and i admired you for that.