a bumpy new beginning 2/2

So lets continue the story? Lol though I'm kinda feel tired typing about this haha.

Ok, so my father and my mother and I went to the Bahagian Pengambilan Pelajar at UiTM Shah Alam to discuss about my UPU result. My father was going to talk to this Mr Nizam because apparently my father deals many times with him before but we were directed to another officer instead, Pn Su.So we waited for a while because turns out, many people are expecting to meet her because of similar problems like me.

Then, we went in and my father spoke in behalf of myself and then Pn Su asked for my IC number to check out what I filled for my UPU.Then she said "Lah,memanglah RU ambil awak,result macam ni" I don't know if I should feel proud or not with that statement lol because even though its RU but it's not the course that I want.

I got teared up during this session (ok I admit I have weak heart and I look so ugly when I cry,like my face got all blotchy red and swollen it such a hideous sight) because Pn Su was trying to give me a chance but there are so many things to look upon to first.Then she said she can only give the decision the latest on the third week of August,that is after Raya.My mind was in such emergency mood because I keep on thinking about how I am going to miss out on all this scholarship because by that time,most of it are already closed and I was also thinking about my preparation because the first week of September is already the admission to most of the IPT so I might not have enough time to prepare for everything.

On the way back I cried like crazy meh and just stayed home when my family went back to 'berbuka' at my 'kampung' because I was in such unstable emotion.

Now, while most of my friends are busy filling out their applications for their university and various scholarships, there's me just lazing around writing this blog :P well, it's not like I can do anything now except waiting and praying for the best right?

Oh,and Pn Su asked for me to write a formal letter for my 'rayuan' lol it was awkward to write after such a long time I think she going to laugh at my sentences.